Monday my mood was the lowest of everyday..
BB didnt turn up for work today..and sleep all the way till evening.
i miss him like nuts.and well things @ work place really SUX~!
i hate them both now.behind me that 1 already gave up as we never talk le.
the another just really piss me off~!
to BITCH~!
who the fuck you think you are to say that to me.?
your the team lead so what!? big fuck huh?!
you where not happy?! not happy because i took your close friend(BB)?!
or because your STUPID Boyfriend dont treat you like how BB treat me?
thats why your so damn jealous about me?! please WAKE UP yourself!!
your boyfriend flirting outside got nothing linked to me! stop showing me..
all your SHIT & FUCK attitude and temper lah~! if your so not happy come 2 me!
i can help you to make you happy~~ i give you a BIG SLAP then you will b happy!
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im really really tired le..keep wanna talk to boss always dont get the right time~!
i really break down in emotions that nightt..i cry myself out alone in the dark room.
no one was by my side.BB was @ home.he having headache and even he okie..
he wont come up to my house.cos of some reason..i just wish he wasnt that concern..
wish he can just concern only about me and not other things that useless..
but what to do can only blame myself..when i need him, he is always concern abt that.
thats why never come up after late night.haix..when can he really do what he promise?
im waiting and waiting but its been 7months~~that day never come..
To BB..
im getting tired of expecting that much from you le.you told me im not asking that much.
but deep down in me, i guess that day will never come.. i told you the way they are..
yet your still concerning so much in head..no matter how much i wish your here..
you will never ever appear..its so hurtful and disappointing..BB im giving up already..
whenever we on this topic nice words will come from you..but no action taken..why???
drop this topic forever then...
im tired of everything...so tired...release me and show me the way to break~!
Labels: tired of everything on earth
what we could have been, 12:47 AM.
