Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Monday my mood was the lowest of everyday..
BB didnt turn up for work today..and sleep all the way till evening.
i miss him like nuts.and well things @ work place really SUX~!
i hate them both now.behind me that 1 already gave up as we never talk le.
the another just really piss me off~!
to BITCH~!
who the fuck you think you are to say that to me.?
your the team lead so what!? big fuck huh?!
you where not happy?! not happy because i took your close friend(BB)?!
or because your STUPID Boyfriend dont treat you like how BB treat me?
thats why your so damn jealous about me?! please WAKE UP yourself!!
your boyfriend flirting outside got nothing linked to me! stop showing me..
all your SHIT & FUCK attitude and temper lah~! if your so not happy come 2 me!
i can help you to make you happy~~ i give you a BIG SLAP then you will b happy!
............................
im really really tired le..keep wanna talk to boss always dont get the right time~!
i really break down in emotions that nightt..i cry myself out alone in the dark room.
no one was by my side.BB was @ home.he having headache and even he okie..
he wont come up to my house.cos of some reason..i just wish he wasnt that concern..
wish he can just concern only about me and not other things that useless..
but what to do can only blame myself..when i need him, he is always concern abt that.
thats why never come up after late night.haix..when can he really do what he promise?
im waiting and waiting but its been 7months~~that day never come..
To BB..
im getting tired of expecting that much from you le.you told me im not asking that much.
but deep down in me, i guess that day will never come.. i told you the way they are..
yet your still concerning so much in head..no matter how much i wish your here..
you will never ever appear..its so hurtful and disappointing..BB im giving up already..
whenever we on this topic nice words will come from you..but no action taken..why???
drop this topic forever then...
im tired of everything...so tired...release me and show me the way to break~!
Labels: tired of everything on earth
what we could have been, 12:47 AM.
Saturday, September 18, 2010
hello~!
I'm just too bored @work now.BB was @ his own office so is me~~
well my lunch was settle just now due to my HUNGRY BB~!
hahahas!
he asked me go cook Maggie!
HUMPF! but
hahahahahas! end up he WASH!
after
mummum we headed for a stick :)) that's what Smoker ARE~!
hahahas!
Uncle came over 2 smoke too.He's my Favorite Uncle in this work place~!
Sometimes funny && he's the only 1 buy me cake for birthday @ work place!
He's like my Grandfather you know?
hahahahahas :))
After work ends I'm going over to his place. Need a rest..soon falling sick :(
this morning woke up with running nose~!
BLEAHZ! no choice its my ON day.
AndAnd BB is already @ house downstairs waiting for me. *RUSHED* out~!
BB never took off his helmet so guess he wanna go off fast. Lucky! I lighted my
stick before going over 2 him~!
hahahahas! If not i won't get the chance 2..then now @ work
liao..
i feel like
im having fever~~~HOT~~~COLD~~~
ahhhhhhhhhhhh!! Sick STAY AWAY!
Just now 2
nd Manager gave everyone 1 wedding card its his son wedding.
BB said we will be going together~! and keep irritate me by asking me wear the Malay Shirt!
HUMPF~! this wedding is for work staffs so i WONT be wearing that on that day~!
hahahahahahahahas! you can wear yours if you want too~~ i don't mind :)
BB i miss you...
ii going log off everything ii need some rest now..
Labels: At work
what we could have been, 3:22 PM.
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF~
just here to post this.
i thank my BB alot~because he SURPRISE me so much today~
buy me a cake & last min he show me a green shinny lil heart card!
made by himself!LOVE him 2 the MAX!hahahahahs :))
BB this post is for you alone!
thank you for being wit me for the past 7months~
today was my Birthday & our anniversary too~!
i miss you when you send me home..im loving you so much!
dear tml lets just enjoy the day without any stress can we?
Labels: 20th birthday
what we could have been, 2:09 AM.
