went working as per normal.
whenever im on my way to work hurtful feeling just appear.
- devil side of mine just come into me telling me turn home!
because devil says i will get hurt just turn over to home!
devil ask me to hide myself at home before my wound get deeper.
- angel side ask me to take this risk with her and go work!
angel ask me to face the fact the way im being treated.
ask me not to run from the fact that cant never be change.
end up, i stil went work because i believe im not a weak girl.
i want to do things in my way so im gonna ask why!
but when i saw her i already get F by her cos of my summary.
i kept silent.ii don't know why..im feeling so hurt inside..
but still smiling outside.im having so much stress but who knows.?
when we went somking i did voice out on the treatment im getting.
yet all you did is telling me by the way your treating me is a way of
pushing me work hard.but when i say it wont do any better..you laugh.
and when i ask you treat me better you say okie.and laugh again.!
we headed back to office both still talking.everything is okie okie de..
but now things is like this?!
was all the chat we have all fake?
Labels: i dont know why..
what we could have been, 12:25 AM.
