its been 4days ii last login to blogger.
seriously im busy with work.everything shipment is MANY.MANY!
22march.
Panda didn't come work so ii went alone.cabbed down to work place.
as its raining Stone n Paper. so ii took cab from pasir ris :)
well im bored today.feeling so down..ii wrote a emo line in facebook.
and who knows..jiejie read it and question me with it..
im not good in words nor good at face to face..sorry about that.
ii just keep wondering why im being there placed like a mute doll..
what im doing everyday is making me so boring..just wants to talk..
yet no one was there to talk with me :( im feeling down..
ii always ask you for a smoke you say don't want as your busy.
but next mins you can ask yeelee wanna smoke.?and your went off.
im waiting for my turn every since morning till evening..till you knock off.
ii didn't touch a stick on that day...ii knock off early too.
meet up with Baby, when the mins ii see him ii really wanna cry out.
on the way to meet him all my mind was thinking is why.?why this treatment?
what have gone wrong.?why im always the out-cast everywhere ii go to :(
it pull my whole confident,cheerful,smiling,laughing,kiddo character down.
ii need to recover and need to move on.i know im emotions.ii admit.
but emo was in my blood.this what i say to everyone.im serious.its in me.
there's no ways of changing me into someone who im not.so don't go over limits.
meet Baby went to buy food at the late-night market and headed off to his house.
Baby's going book in tonight.so im going home when he's going book in.
@ his house we both fall asleep.and when ii wake up..he's checking my phone.
well ii need some space of my own.and i need my friends.the way im treating them
might not beyond your limit but to me its normal. hope you understand.
23march.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ANGELA :)
well some reason make our friendship goes till the end.
so we didn't really click anymore.and during this few years..
we didn't make any meet-ups.so ii guess we drifted far apart.
now we are like stranger.no longer friends or even hi-bye.
but ii still remember your birthday ii don't know why..
i still remember all outing we have in past.with our girls along.
remember going all the way till VIVO after school for our outing.
we went there have Ben N Jerry.that's the fun day we have.
always meet ups with laughter.leaving with hugges.
i don't know your can still remember or might forget but its with me till now..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
24march.
i went work with Panda.he fetch me and we went for breakfast.
eaten prata and drink ice milo.but who knows~its a waste only!
because when ii get back to work place..ii vomited everything out!
i don't know what's happening to my body and gastric.
every morning if i happened to eat anything ii will just vomit out :(
maybe my gastric is very very weak.im not sure.but after vomit..
ii feel better.Thank PeiWen she's there with me for the whole day.
asking me alright.?remind me to eat medicine.andandand the....
most TOUCHING part is..my old illness have a hit on me.!so i told her.
and know what.?SHE REMEMBER!she still remember my illness during..
our schooling life at C.H.I.J :) loves you deep ar!hahahahahaha :)
what we could have been, 10:07 AM.
