Saturday, January 23, 2010
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO STEF.(Lover's Sister)
today was your 21st birthday.! you wrote on your phone.
today was your big day!but sadly you didn't wait for this!
ii didn't blame you for leaving nor your family.but....
since today was the biggest day..come to their dreams!
they need you!let them see you once again! do it tonight!!
knowing you have went into a new world with yourself.
i bet your grand grandparents will be taking care of you.
ii hope you could just teach your sister and brother what they can do..
soo that your parents wont be crying over your death.
ii know you want them good and living happily.
somehow ii can only tell you its totally impossible.
to parents.no matter they dote you or not..they will remember you.
no matter how old you grow to parents you never grow, stil their child.
that's why they will can never accept the fact your gone..
and ii know for your sister my Lover..she's crying everynight.
ii know her feeling.always sleep with you on same bed.
suddenly your not going home forever..she will miss you.
ii guess all your friends miss you too.when your still here..
you are always cheerful and pretty.althought ii never see you before.
but ii have heard things about you from your sister :)
everyone loves you more than you know..so you have to live good there.!
not for yourself but for us! ii know you can do it for sure.just R.I.P there~
Labels: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO STEF
what we could have been, 9:33 AM.
Saturday, January 16, 2010
Yesterday Baby fetched me after work..HAPPY :)
he came all the way down from Town.!!
because he went to Town with his army friends..
he come Tampines and we going Town for MOVIE!
hahahahahas~soo happy!Dating day again :)
ii will be going home after mid-night movie!yeah!!
we watched DayBreaker well ii find it not bad.
but Baby say still alright only~hahahahas :)
after watching its already 2.30AM.
..home sweet home..
Labels: Dating day~
what we could have been, 5:28 PM.
!!HAPPY 1YEAR 4MONTHS ANNIVERSARY!!
Baby ii know we have been together long.
but ii can tell you this seriously from my heart~
ii never will ever get enough of you!
ii will always want you soo much even its just awhile!
ii miss you whenever your a step away from me :(
ii think of you whenever your not with me :(
Baby my mind and heart was all about you,you & YOU!
Baby ii hope we could last till the day your promise appear!
im waiting for that day to come~
Baby actually fall sleep already plus he fall sick..
soo ii agreed to let him rest in camp..
ii bear my tears and emotions to agree with him.
but who knows..he woke up 9pm plus..rushed over!
ii receive his call and he told me he's here~
ii love him tons!he's soo good to me!always!!!
Labels: 1year 4months.
what we could have been, 11:45 PM.
Saturday, January 9, 2010
YEAH~ii love today!today was our first day together..
first time saying we like each other.
am ii right Ah Dear?hahahahas~bleahx!
well this two days was all the while with Ah Dear :)
he booked out on 08.01.10 im so happy to see him!
well im loving him everyday and loving him have became..
PART OF MY LIFE!hahahahahas~ im missing him on days!
every weekdays im working so hard.doing OT too~
Message to Ah Dear when he was standing beside me :
well what you wanna see now.?ii know im typing my blog..
but can you just GO AWAY?at least let me finish first.?
hahahahahahahahas~he WALKED AWAY!
today ii have to work half day as my shift was ON.
so early morning Daddy fetch me to work as im LATE!
hahahahahahas~ THANKS DADDY!ILOVEYOU :)
ii worked OT for 30mins!hahahahas~extra pay too~
after work ii straight go meet Ah Dear at Tampines :)
we will be going Town straight after our lunch.
walked over to Tampines Mall for prata lunch!woo~NICE!
we went shopping and went moive :)watched *HEAR ME*
its nice..althought in the front there's not much talking..
all hand sign.but its a love story :) nearly cry...can watch!
~GREAT THANKS TO AH DEAR~
Ah Dear just buy a Guess wallet for me :)
LOVES!ii really like that wallet he buy for me..
im going use it everyday!and every minute im holding it!
Ah Dear whatever you buy and gift im in love with them!
well we buy our couple ring too~ double happy!
goodnight :)
Labels: im at ah dear house
what we could have been, 1:10 AM.
Thursday, January 7, 2010
I'm here to say sorry to my Baby :)
ii mistaken him for cropping our photo in his face-book.
Baby im so sorry.please forgive me for that alright.?
please don't be angry with me for mistaken you f or that.
ii really don't know that photo wasn't cropped by you.
Baby ah dear say big sorry to you.
this few days nothing really happened..soo didn't update.
plus this few days im everyday working.and Baby was in camp.
miss him also can't go down and meet him..sad :(
Baby told me one of his camp-friend going Genting with his girl on Feb.
ii wish to go too :( but when Baby asked me..ii said nah.
actually im hopping and wishing to go again with you..but cost?!
ii think ii will give it a pass.wanna go other sea place with you!
Baby i'm missing our Genting days~ its great memory with you there!
Tomorrow Baby's coming to fetch me after my work..
soo mostly im going knock off my work on time!
yeah~hahahahas!Baby next week we go wildwildwet what.?hahahas~
ii forget tell you ii have the ticket for Free Administration for 2person!
Labels: baby im sorry
what we could have been, 9:39 PM.
Lover ii hope your fine today.ii know your might be alone.
ii hope you didn't cry yourself to sleep.im always here :(
Today Baby went back to camp le~
he today have Guard Com.so no choice have to go..
ii yesterday went over his house then something happened to..
his psp!hahahahas~Baby don't worry or stress ok.?
we go repair when your free or when this weekend hao mah?
we will get your psp back safe and sound can.?smiles ok~
don't know why ii start to feel im like Baby's ex girlfriend..
because he once told me before..last time when he's ex went over..
his parents will always stay in room and talk very less to her..
now im like her!!when his parents came back only say hi then ROOM!
im all alone siting there waiting for Baby to finish his things on computer.
ii wonder is his parents starting to ignore and dislike me..
ii wish to know the answer now!it affect me most!
Labels: ANSWER ME~
what we could have been, 11:00 PM.
i think many people have seen and read the News Paper already.
this two girls have met a accident after CountDown @3am plus.
one of the girl was my Lover's JieJie!!can you understand the pain?!
my lover have just lose her good sister!and the another girl was in ICU.
Lover's JieJie turning 21 soon on this coming 23jan.but why can't she hold on?
she wrote on her phone that day was her big day!you know its sad?!
ii can understand the lost of your close family members.but when its time..
no matter how you try to save it can never be back.
did went down to her "Songka" on the first day.when ii know this news..
ii really feel a hit from heart!ii don't know why..ii wish to rush down.
but ii know ii can't.ii don't even know her sister.just very worry of Lover.
ii went down with Jie & Baby..ii saw my Lover!wish to hug her~
but ii know she's very busy talking to other people there.so ii hope she's ok.
When Lover talk to me this ii really feel her loss and pain!
need someone there to make her stronger..that's Xiwei!her love!
ii hope she will get well soon :( maybe because me and her was VERY CLOSE!
ii really can feel her pain and all her feelings!a very big rock just hit her face!
and that rock just make her eyes filled with tears and sadness!
however the rock will be staying there with her till the earth ends off~
ii know this was the hardest time for her.and school's reopening.
ii really hope she could really cheer up and pack up all emotions & be STRONG!
ii know its hard.ii know by saying was easy..but girl II BELIEVE YOU CAN!
if you do read my blog this post was meant for you :)
ii hope you can remember this I'M ALWAYS THERE BY YOUR SIDE!
everyone might say hi and leave you..but NOT me.Jie & xiwei!
WE LOVE YOU
Labels: POST FOR LOVER...
what we could have been, 5:13 AM.
Babyboy, this post is meant for you.SURPRISE?
ii know your in camp now doing your guardcom..
guess you know ii miss you badly too :( hope soo..
guess you know ii need you here with me too :(
guess you know how much ii want you with me..
iimissingyoutons!i'malsolovingyoutoo!muackxx :)
Ah Dear your the first guy ii fall for after 4years..
your the only guy who ii have been so in love with.
your the only guy ii really want to marry to :)
your the only guy who ii really can give up everything for you.
Ah Dear ii love you ONLY!ii wish this year we can MARRY!
You PROMISED me by this August you will be getting..
our marry ring and you will do your proposal after 09.08.10!
hope that day of mine will be coming soon..hope not lies!
ii will be looking forward to that day of mine :) hugs!!
ii will be meeting you tomorrow..ii will be staying at chalet :)
will ton the night with my dearest Jie & jokefull Daddy!
hope tomorrow weather allow us this two lovely bird for tanning!
ii wanna go sun tanning again~ii wanna go with Ah Dear ONLY :)
tomorrow ii will be going DATING! movie here ii come~hahahas!!
Ah Dear we MUST enjoy ourself tomorrow alright?MUST be happy!
we MUST always love each other alot alot ok? :) Loves You~
Labels: Post For Ah Dear
what we could have been, 1:08 AM.
