1MORE DAY TOWARDS COUNTDOWN~~
HANDS CLAPPING FOR THE WORLD!
EVERYONE GROWING OLDER 1YEAR LE :)
soo fast and soo soon we will be waving goodbye to 2009 :(
well let all the bad things that happened in this year go!
and let the happy moment & loving moment of Boyfriend & me..
stay till the end of my LIFE then...hahahahas~
well Ah Dear is cooking my dinner..as he's at my house ever since...
Last Thursday 24.12.09 till Tomorrow 31.12.09.
he have to go home after ii go work tomorrow..as.............................
he have the SHIT GUARD COM!FUCK HIS DUTY PLANNER!
why put my Ah Dear on tomorrow!!cant it be like other day?! CB!!
soo Ah Dear WONT be celebrating countdown with me tomorrow :(
seriously im damn sad about it..somehow have a lil fight with him too..
but what can ii do.?he say he have to face that friend who's standby for him..
for 1year then say later scare go back see him will quarrel..
very sad so what.?who cares about my feeling?only ii can SHUT UP.
only ii can SHUT UP and LET HIM GO..my feelings is always shatted away!
Ah Dear just hurt my feelings when we are quarreling..he said hurtful words!
ii could only hide my reaction off his side.
ii wish to know WHO on EARTH can UNDERSTAND my FEELING!
This year is the second year countdown for Ah Dear & me :)
Last year ii have countdown at Vivo with Ah Dear & Jie & Jie's friends too.
its a memorable Countdown for Ah Dear and me..soo much laughter!
soo much jokes and love during that Countdown..
but this year..?
IT'S ONLY ME ALL ALONE.....
Hope tomorrow i'll be having fun with Lover.Xiwei.Jie :)
if not ii will be the only one crying for my Ah Dear's arms..
but guess even if ii cry till eyes drop also can't get to see him!
soo..ii think can only get DRUNK DRUNK DRUNK!!!
without Ah Dear all mood for Countdown was GONE :(
ii need him every where ii go..ii miss him whenever he's not there!
ii will update tomorrow again about what happen tomorrow :)
Labels: no mood for countdown this year..
what we could have been, 7:24 PM.
