.Its A New Life With A New Month.
Well guess everyone waiting for 25.12.2009 to reach right.?
not surprise im one of them too~hopping it can hurry come~
its been another year with Boyfriend.another count down.
never realize how time really flows..but it did flow fast.
Boyfriend and me did have some bad and hurtful things happened between.
but well after that shit and fuck 3months..we get back on rack together.
now im more loving him.more treasuring him.and more missing him!
sorry in the past the way ii treated you.recalling them ii hate myself too!
ii know how important you are to me now.and i know how much i love you.
i swear to god above...
IM NOT GOING TO MAKE SAME MISTAKE!
IM NOT GOING TO HURT YOU ANYMORE!
IM NOT GOING TO LET YOU GO OR LEAVE ME!
I WANT TO LIVE WITH YOU FOR THIS WHOLE LIFE!
I WANT TO LOVE YOU TILL THE WORLD ENDS!
I'm sorry sometimes im really feeling so insecure.ii don't know why.
ii know its wrong to feel that way because your here with me already.
but ii can't help but feeling that way.that's why ii hope to get something..
just for the both of us.just something that belong to us ONLY!
and something that represent YOU and ME..that's why ii will wish to get
the donuts for us.ii know you will think its a waste and we don't really need.
but ii was hopping to get at least some secure when ii see you wearing or using.
im sorry.ii know its soo stupid and soo silly..but ii just don't want to feel
soo insecure by you and your words..im so scare to lose you again.i want you!
hope you understand my feeling and my thinking...
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For this Christmas..ii hope Santa will grant my wish this year.
*i
wish
for
a
ever
lasting
relationship
with
Li GuoQing*
[This Christmas]
Will it be our last Christmas together?
Will we hold hands and walk further?
Labels: This Christmas...
what we could have been, 4:07 PM.
