Wednesday, December 30, 2009
1MORE DAY TOWARDS COUNTDOWN~~
HANDS CLAPPING FOR THE WORLD!
EVERYONE GROWING OLDER 1YEAR LE :)
soo fast and soo soon we will be waving goodbye to 2009 :(
well let all the bad things that happened in this year go!
and let the happy moment & loving moment of Boyfriend & me..
stay till the end of my LIFE then...hahahahas~
well Ah Dear is cooking my dinner..as he's at my house ever since...
Last Thursday 24.12.09 till Tomorrow 31.12.09.
he have to go home after ii go work tomorrow..as.............................
he have the SHIT GUARD COM!FUCK HIS DUTY PLANNER!
why put my Ah Dear on tomorrow!!cant it be like other day?! CB!!
soo Ah Dear WONT be celebrating countdown with me tomorrow :(
seriously im damn sad about it..somehow have a lil fight with him too..
but what can ii do.?he say he have to face that friend who's standby for him..
for 1year then say later scare go back see him will quarrel..
very sad so what.?who cares about my feeling?only ii can SHUT UP.
only ii can SHUT UP and LET HIM GO..my feelings is always shatted away!
Ah Dear just hurt my feelings when we are quarreling..he said hurtful words!
ii could only hide my reaction off his side.
ii wish to know WHO on EARTH can UNDERSTAND my FEELING!
This year is the second year countdown for Ah Dear & me :)
Last year ii have countdown at Vivo with Ah Dear & Jie & Jie's friends too.
its a memorable Countdown for Ah Dear and me..soo much laughter!
soo much jokes and love during that Countdown..
but this year..?
IT'S ONLY ME ALL ALONE.....
Hope tomorrow i'll be having fun with Lover.Xiwei.Jie :)
if not ii will be the only one crying for my Ah Dear's arms..
but guess even if ii cry till eyes drop also can't get to see him!
soo..ii think can only get DRUNK DRUNK DRUNK!!!
without Ah Dear all mood for Countdown was GONE :(
ii need him every where ii go..ii miss him whenever he's not there!
ii will update tomorrow again about what happen tomorrow :)
Labels: no mood for countdown this year..
what we could have been, 7:24 PM.
Sunday, December 27, 2009
Today went too...SENTOSA with Ah Dear.Lover.Xiwei~
we soo happy when we get there..but no sun :(
there's soon gonna be rain coming :(soo sian & sad~
but well with Ah Dear is there with me..soo im happy!!
although this not my first time going tanning with him...
but the feeling was always like the first time :) Loves~
After tanning we going off to Bugis and after eating we headed home :)
ii love today!its a great day for everyone!!
uploading photos is super laggy!soo not going upload.
Labels: Sun Tanning
what we could have been, 3:51 AM.
Saturday, December 19, 2009
Yeah!Boyfriend FINALLY fetched me from work~
he booked out @ 12pm.Boyfriend still have to wait for me..
im knocking off @12.30pm :( hope he won't get angry..
its raining heavily wors!!but he don't mind standing in rain while..
he have to wait for bus towards bedok..he don't mind changing bus.
im soo happy to have him..coming over straight after his book out :)
After ii ended my work..ii hurried walk towards that bus-stop..
ii saw him siting there all along :( wanna hurry hug him..
but ii saw his face..not giving a good reaction when he see me.
soo ii think ii should just back off my thinking then..see how he talk.
well..his mood not that good..so is mine..because we can't plan..
we don't know should we or not to cab home from my work place.
at first say going take bus..but end up...we get up cab :(
Headed home.Boyfriend went bathing..SURPRISE!!
both parents at HOME~weee!but im going out later on.
im meeting my Lover & Xiwei too!yeah!
going out with Lover . Xiwei . Boyfriend & ME!!!
double up my happiness for my day le~
Boyfriend and me was LATE AGAIN!im so sorry my Lover~
Baby and me fall asleep when we both talking..soo wake up late.
well actually meeting both of them @6.30pm for movie!
but end up they reach le go check movie tickets...DON'T HAVE SEATS!
soo down lo..end up..all "AVATAR" over 11pm!we will be watching @12.35am!
many people watching too~cool that we can get the couple seats!
while we waiting for movie timing..we walk down to Wisma..wanna go Topshop.
but well by the time we reach all CLOSED!soo just walk around..
sit down chat..Boyfriend & Xiwei have soo much to talk about so do Lover & me :)
Walked back Cathay :) soo happy today!
its been long ever since ii last meet Lover & Xiwei :)
its been long ever since Boyfriend come along!
movie started just nice the time we get back there~
sit down on our seats..holding Boyfriend hand..we watched the movie!
well all ii could say about the movie was.....
"AVATAR" WAS THE BEST MOVIE OF DECEMBER!
rated 10/10!!!!clapping hands for them!~
we shared cab home :) Boyfriend and me went over Plaza..
both abit hungry or more towards mouth itchy :)hahahahahas~
we went to transfer Baby's friend money and head off for MAC!
buy double cheese burger home :)Loves~
Goodnight..im tired so is Baby!
gonna hug him to sleep~
~I LOVE THIS GROUP~
!MY LOVER!
BABY & BROTHER
COUPLE THAT I LOVE
COUPLE THAT I LOVE
Labels: happy day for me~
what we could have been, 1:43 AM.
Well today went to work too..
but who knows im late by 5mins!but its alright for this company!
boss will never say or cut your pay~soo ii like it!
hmmm im doing filing again :) its nice doing it..easy and kill time!
During lunch time ii went out to eat with them :)
went over to Airport for Popeyes.!wooots!
well its my first time eating that wor..always wanna try with Dear..
but well always missed the chance with him..sooo..
ii eat it with friends from office :)yeah~~chat & chat!!!
after eating headed to NTUC as one of the girl wanna buy Red Wine!
wow!many people say StoneCross is nice wors..should try :)
work ended at 9pm as im doing OT for night!
walked out to bus-stop with Yen Cheong :)a guy friend~
he's good man!always so gentle man de!a good friend too!!
well ii waited for the bus damn long can!like 15 - 20mins!!
so tired yet have to wait that stupid bus :(
hmmm headed off to Bedok then change bus :)
reached home closely to 11pm !
im used to it traveling by myself..to work and go out.
Boyfriend promised me to fetch me from work tomorrow ~
so happy!im looking forward to see him straight after end work!
im missing him every single day man!always hope he can come home!
well this few days was always quarrelling over small things..
ii don't know why..but Boyfriend told me the reason.
and he FINALLY felt that insecure of mine!FINALLY!!!
Boyfriend also promised to get me a normal ring..
and
i'll
name
it
as
.JUST WITHIN YOU & ME.
it belong only to us :)
tomorrow im wishing to watch that nice movie~
" AVATAR "
Boyfriend and ii have been waiting for long!
might be meeting my lover too~
i miss her tons!so long never see her le!~
Labels: loving you..
what we could have been, 12:45 AM.
Thursday, December 17, 2009
well today took a leave...there's something on :)
after doing everything ii headed home :)
well its nice to have a day off from work...
but im down with score throat :( hate having it!!
anyway..few days ago..went to *Ion*..
ii fall for this Puma's shoe!!Boyfriend Buy for me wor!
thanks him tons tons!it cost him $119 :)thanks!
ii know its expensive that's why ii keep say nevermind!
but well he insist.soo when ii get my pay..im going..
BUY ONE FOR YOU TOO:)
this few days of working..im everything filing.filing & filing!
they have alot of documents to clear away!
hopefully tomorrow when ii get back ii can start learning things!
but somehow ii like to do filing too~easy and free timing!
well everyday lunch was out with girls!they are fun..but silent!
well will talk to you girls more :)make friends with me!!
im turning in soon..just downloaded some songs again :)
now Ipod have more and more songs :)mostly ii downloaded was English!
tomorrow sit bus wont be that bored with old songs !yeah~
Labels: leave day~~
what we could have been, 12:14 AM.
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Sorry readers ii know ii haven been blogging.
this few days im very busy at work :(
well first day of my work was 10.12.2009!!
this date have been my lucky date since 4years ago!
hahahahahas :) well people there started to talk!
yeah!im not bored anymore!got people talk to me le~
wee~Boyfriend buy Itouch for himself so ii get to use..
that new Ipod of his!hmm ii was planning to get one.
thought he will get me one as mine was spoiled.but never!
haix~wonder why was he that selfish!humpf!hate you!!
but everyday going work ii listen to Ipod..
because its not mine so scare of spoiling it lo~haix!
well Boyfriend this morning went back Driving Center!
we were both late for our works.hahahahas :)
end up lucky got my Lovely Daddy!!he drive us to our work place!
first is Boyfriend's Driving Camp.then mine work place :)
before going work ii ask Daddy go eat Breakfast!
woots!its the first time having breakfast with Daddy only!!
feeling was great!ii love my Daddy!he's the best~!!
After ii get in my work place Daddy then drive off!soo happy!!
My work end off at 9pm..ii stay over for OT!
well not meeting Boyfriend so just kill time at there :)
hmm tomorrow wont be going work..because im going for Appointment!
soo mostly just take a day to rest then :)im tired everyday early!
body soon can't take it le :( this morning was having bad flu!
but with no worries im back to normal!recovered!hahahahas~~
im going off to bed soon!miss my bed for the whole day already!
Labels: Tired~
what we could have been, 12:59 AM.
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY
Well Baby said starting from today till 11.12 is all anniversary!
but well our actual anniversary we set it on 11.09.08
three different numbers..three kind of emotions..hahahas~
there's love.happy & sad too...
i believe in every relationship there's this three emotions..
no matter how good or how bad was the relationship is.
i can openly tell you my relationship have that three emotions.
but well the rate of those emotions was...
100xxxxxxxxxx% of Loves
100000000% of Happiness
0.000000001% of sadness
im not lying or bluffing anyone who's reading my blog.
together with Baby we really very less will quarrel.
even when we do its always some serious matters within us.
soo after that serious matter have some solving ideal..
everything will be back to HAPPY lah~hahahahas~loves!
Baby is the first guy ii love this much!
Tonight Baby going book out too.he self declare :)
others got to book in for tomorrow marching.
Baby too tired to care of anything so just sleep first!
we at my house now..later going back to his house.
because he didn't bring his uniform along with him..
Reached Woodlands we went there looking for some mum mum!
both abit hungry le..two hungry kiddo!hahahahas :)
well after buying headed off to take bus at interchange!
hmm we both carrying bags..look like we just go tanning!
but actually we went no where~hahahas!
Reached his house and we watch movie while eating :)
woots!that movie was not bad wors..its about game and in the game..
got a GHOST!!everyone who played and die in game will die in life too!
well im going sleep le :)
Labels: i love my boy~
what we could have been, 3:45 AM.
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Im Missing You...
Morning went home myself and now im going to SLEEP!
so tired..nearly fall asleep on bus..but scare miss my stop..
soo ii didn't sleep.keep message with Baby :)miss him!
I wake up and clean the house :)
waiting for Baby to finish his things..
he will be booking out tonight this evening :)
soo happy can get to see him again!wooots!!!
Baby come over my place to stay over :)
he tomorrow morning still have to book in KBC.
when others can happily enjoy themselves with one day off!
soo fuck up camp can!grr!ii hate Baby at army life!!
but no choice my Baby is 101% GUY!so must train his body!
well im going off to sleep le :)
Labels: Baby's Over~
what we could have been, 3:37 AM.
.See that I Love You.
Wake Boyfriend up early in the MORNING!!
Boyfriend mood always not good on morning..don't know why.
but lucky im a good girlfriend ii think..that's why never angry.
Boyfriend realize yourself how lucky you are.?
hahahahahahahas!don't want say too much if not he say ii thick skin.
Well ii went home after that..sleep till afternoon.
ii receive a call from Baby..he say he have half day off!
soo well can book out NOW!wooots!soo happy!jump off my bed!
wake up and wash my face..then ii jiu hurry go clean house.
after doing everything ii went bathing then off ii go~
Actually ii went over Boyfriend house without telling him anything.
only keep quarrel with him.make him feel that im not going.
but who knows ii go over he was shock to see me standing there :)
my SURPRISE passed!weee~soo happy!ii miss you tons!
tonight staying over at Boyfriend's house.soo text me if your looking for me :)
[My Surprise Just For You]
Baby are you happy about your girl's surprise?
hope you enjoy and happy when you receive!
Labels: Surprise just for you...
what we could have been, 3:26 AM.
Good Morning everyone~
ii wake up with Boyfriend beside me :) Loves!
im so happy to see him beside me..well this morning Ah Boy Keep disturb him.
ii keep wake up and help him push away Ah Boy.
if ii don't keep Ah Boy away he will disturb my Baby till he wake up!
soo ii must be the hero!SAVE MY BABY!hahahahahas!
Boyfriend wake up and help me cook Half Boiled Egg.
but well..the result was same with mine!FAILED!
ii don't really know why..my parents both can cook it!
have to learn more and do more :) give me sometimes!
hahahahahahas :) ii will get it right soon!believe me!
We were eating the egg and watching the ending of [The Prefect Getaway]
wooots!its nice!you never know the killer till the end you know!
the movie not bad.Rated 8/10 :)
but ii never go Cineplexes watch because ii have the Vcd.
Jie's boyfriend buy kinda lot.still got some haven watch yet..hahas!
soon going watch it with Boyfriend..see when he free then watch :)
Boyfriend went to his friend's birthday.he going with Rong.
ii wanted to join in too..but haiz~his friends all ii don't know de!
then can only stay home!haiz!im so sian at home :(
miss him tons when he leave but who knows..ii didn't say anything.
but lucky Boyfriend know my feeling.even when ii didn't say wors!
well soo what he know.?he didn't do anything after knowing!
we planning to meet after he finish that party.
but don't know he what time ending plus ii scare no bus to his house :(
When he leave my house..somehow we quarrel a little.
mostly was pressure!the stress we having when we tgt..
but well everything solve with a good ending.
both side know what each other wants.and both side putting effort.
Labels: a small quarrel..
what we could have been, 5:16 PM.
Saturday, December 5, 2009
Baby Loving you Already Become My Life.
Good Afternoon :) well im here to do a quick blogging.
because today going busy with house-works and later going out.
well Lover just called.she ask me wanna meet up with her & Pris.
their meeting is around 4pm in the evening :) At *Bugis*
but all leaving around 7pm after dinner :( ii wonder should ii.?
will give her the answer after asking Boyfriend.
Actually ii planned to go *Town* there's a new shopping mall..
and ii wanna go there see Ipod :) plus wanna go watch movie too.
if ii meet up with them Boyfriend and me still can go down *Town*.
but ii scare he don't wanna go out with so many girls..wahahahahahas!
soo well got to ask him and let your know later alright.?
later ii have lot of house-works to do..will be tiring day for me..
[]Sweep the whole house.
[]Pack the whole house.
[]Mop the whole hosue.
[]Bath BabyBoy.
[]Fold clothes for all.
ii guess after doing all this ii got to bath myself clean clean!then can go out!
have to leave now..if not later can't finish
CAN'T GO OUT!
Boyfriend now coming over with his army clothes on :)
Handsome guy coming over :)hahahahahas~
well ii got to go le.will update new things tonight or tomorrow :)
Thanks Peiwen she early in the morning text me..!
congrats me about getting back with GuoQing :)
well im happy to get back with him too..because he's the most suitable for me!
don't need to worry anymore..im not going let him go anymore!
wish you have a never ending love with Devil too :)
Labels: house work~
what we could have been, 12:35 AM.
Baby I MISS YOU~
stayed home for the whole day!
message Boyfriend for the whole day!
missing him for the whole day!
loving him for the whole life!
well he book out evening..!coming over to find me :)
thanks Boyfriend!ii know you miss me!
well he's now sleeping on my bed!hope he don't over.
well actually planned to go over his place.tml he still need to book in.
soo its nearer and no need wake up that early too..
but who knows...he fall asleep le :( never really talk to him too!!
guess he's really that tired ba.army life really suffering!
well its a good new that my "Joker Boy-friend" found a girlfriend!
wooots!congrts him!and know what?this coming weekend she's coming over.!
ii mean going over to his house..hopping to get a look at her.
hmm she better don't bully my "Joker Boy-friend"! if not...
I WANT HER DEAD!
[Will you feel down?]
when your best friend have a girl..
will you feel down.?
like your being thrown away?
ii feel that way..why.
Labels: why will ii feel that way?
what we could have been, 1:02 AM.
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Baby I LOVE YOU~
Well morning ii have been trying so hard to wake..
my lil piggy up!!he's just like a dead log you know!!no matter how
ii wake him..all he do was say hmmm...then sleep back le!!
ii was like waiting and waiting for him to wake up!he have to book in!
yet!waited and waited..by the time he wake up was 7am le wors!
sooo guess what.?HAPPY DAY HAPPEN WITH A HAPPY THING!
Boyfriend went to get M.C :) its a very good news for me wors!
thanks~but actually this M.C wasn't taken because of me..but because he can't wake up!
sooo ii shouldn't be this happy actually right.?but well..he can accompany me!
im more happy than anything that happened le~went *Chua Chu Kang Poly Clinc*
after 1long hour of waiting..finally can get out of there!headed off to *Lot 1*.
When we waiting for his turn to see doctor we planned to watch movie :)
went to have our lunch and headed up to buy movie ticket!
woots!weekdays..it only cost $16 for two seats!soo cheap wors!
guess which movie ii watched.?
NEW MOON!its the movie ii watched.!
well its my first time watching movie at Chua Chu Kang wors!
realize that area de people all like to watch movie alone...
well today alot of young kids wondering around that shopping mall!!
when the show ends we walk out of the room..there's alot of youngest group!
ii ask Boyfriend if ii were to stand with them in their groups of friends..
will you think that im the same age with them too.?
Boyfriend answer : YES!because im wearing jumper!look more kiddo!
ii bite him after getting his answer~hahahahahahas!sorry :( pain.?
hmmm we headed back his house :) around night time headed back my house.
ii thought my mum got cook something for me..and ii have to finish it today!
soo rushed home..but who knows!!mum didn't cook :( rest awhile then went back..
going sleep with Boyfriend le..he's tired so am i :)
[Am i really that KIDDO?]
if im really that kiddo,
i will only kiddo you.
if im a kiddo girl you know,
i will only be yours kiddo.
Labels: am i that kiddo?
what we could have been, 5:11 AM.
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
If you were to die now..
you know ii will die too.
Boyfriend says ..he's booking out tonight at evening time~
and he's going to meet me when he book out :) happy!
i will be going over to his place as ii wanna watch my show!!
eps5 is OUT!at his computer le..waiting for eps6 now!!
but well my Boyfriend failed his test again!please allow me..
FUCK THAT TESTER!HEY WHY EVERY TIME FAIL MY DEAR!
YOU SEE HIM WHERE NOT HAPPY!?SEE HIM WHERE NOT GOOD!?
NOT HAPPY COME FIND ME TROUBLE DON'T WASTE MY DEAR'S
LOVELY TIME!BECAUSE HE GOT TO ACCOMPANY ME!
WE HAVE TO PLAN FOR HOLIDAYS!SO PLEASE JUST GO AWAY!
GIVE MY AH DEAR PASS YOU GOT PROBLEM IZZIT.?IF HE PASS YOU..
GOT NO PAY TO TAKE IZZIT.!?IF NOT WHY CAN'T YOU JUST PASS HIM!?
Next Wednesday Ah Dear going have another re-test so better PASS HIM!
Well ii yesterday view many people on face-book :)
know what ii found out a girl who love Charlton for 4years..have married.
and surprise that she have a baby already~well think is shortgun..
but ii can feel that she's happy with her life now.wish her happiness :)
saw her baby's photos through ultra sound..it make me think of my..
ii miss him..hope he's doing better than when he's with me.
ii know ii can't give him anything in future..so that might be the good choice.
I read Lover's blogger.and ii get to know Pris's carrying a babyboy!
wah~first child babyboy le wors~hahahahahas :) so envy her now~
hope she get over her past and move on with her happy life now!
well if you need someone there ii can always be the one you know?~
hahahahahahas~ii wanna visit you when your baby is born ok?!
ii know that birth day of yours was April 26 right.?
call me when you know your ward alright.?ii wanna see babyboy!
[I miss You]
BabyBoy ii miss you so much!
will you miss me too..?
missing you being part of my life!
Labels: fucker tester
what we could have been, 2:17 PM.
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
.Its A New Life With A New Month.
Well guess everyone waiting for 25.12.2009 to reach right.?
not surprise im one of them too~hopping it can hurry come~
its been another year with Boyfriend.another count down.
never realize how time really flows..but it did flow fast.
Boyfriend and me did have some bad and hurtful things happened between.
but well after that shit and fuck 3months..we get back on rack together.
now im more loving him.more treasuring him.and more missing him!
sorry in the past the way ii treated you.recalling them ii hate myself too!
ii know how important you are to me now.and i know how much i love you.
i swear to god above...
IM NOT GOING TO MAKE SAME MISTAKE!
IM NOT GOING TO HURT YOU ANYMORE!
IM NOT GOING TO LET YOU GO OR LEAVE ME!
I WANT TO LIVE WITH YOU FOR THIS WHOLE LIFE!
I WANT TO LOVE YOU TILL THE WORLD ENDS!
I'm sorry sometimes im really feeling so insecure.ii don't know why.
ii know its wrong to feel that way because your here with me already.
but ii can't help but feeling that way.that's why ii hope to get something..
just for the both of us.just something that belong to us ONLY!
and something that represent YOU and ME..that's why ii will wish to get
the donuts for us.ii know you will think its a waste and we don't really need.
but ii was hopping to get at least some secure when ii see you wearing or using.
im sorry.ii know its soo stupid and soo silly..but ii just don't want to feel
soo insecure by you and your words..im so scare to lose you again.i want you!
hope you understand my feeling and my thinking...
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For this Christmas..ii hope Santa will grant my wish this year.
*i
wish
for
a
ever
lasting
relationship
with
Li GuoQing*
[This Christmas]
Will it be our last Christmas together?
Will we hold hands and walk further?
Labels: This Christmas...
what we could have been, 4:07 PM.
