24.11.09 - 25.11.09
I'M BACK HOME!!home sweet home now~~
well ii missed home when im at there.night can't sleep.
keep turn and turn.listen and watch movie on Boyfriend's ipod.
well Boyfriend did visit me on 24.11 the first day im there.
and "Joker Boy-friend" come down too~loves all his jokes and chats.
parents was there all along till mom went home @ 7pm plus.
ii was sleeping there alone.because Boyfriend can't stay.
i miss everyone at home..mostly Jie and Dad~both of them were the one..
who ii can find when ii can't sleep during midnights..but during the night..
in there..ii can only hug my pillow and cry..medicine was inserted.
im feeling the pain all along when the first pill went in..all ii could was wait..
during midnight around 1am ii went to toilet..ii saw something coming..
soo ii hurry called.and it was out @ 1.10am.everything clear @ 3am.
injection given to me was PAINFUL.my hand was with needle and tube~
my hand even bleed and the bag of water have my blood flowing in..
they press the water back to my needle into my hand..it really hurts badly!
but ii can only bear with it.well ii called Jie to chat till 5am plus ii think..
around that timing ii knock off..sleepy already..but can only sleep for 1hour!
because ii will be pushed in OP @6am.everything ended @ 7.30am..
when they ask me wake up for breakfast..after that ii knock off again~~
by the time ii wake up again was lunch time..my head stil feel heavy.
guess the "Ma Jiu Yao" haven gone yet..so tired too..
eaten abit of lunch then wait for parents to come fetch me home..
well..what ii could say was everything is still so clear staying in my mind!
im going turn in.too tired to even watch tv show...
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Labels: painful.hurtful.sad days.
what we could have been, 12:32 PM.
