Boyfriend told me something ii somehow get so sad with..
he said he mostly can't be there on 24.11.09 with me.
at first he told me he will find many ways just to be there..
but now everything sound so empty..like everything was fake.
i really hate this feeling.it make me feel like im all alone!
now can only pray hard you can get a leave on that day alright.?
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"Joker Boy-Friend" suddenly told me something weird.
but im sad about it too :( he suddenly just ask me don't get that close with him.
because he was too scare to fall in love with me like our past.
but when he say that im feeling sad you know.?ii don't want to lose a closest friend!
and by now your the only one who's most close to me!
your the only one who know my everything!so do i know yours.
please stop saying your leaving or going get a gap within us alright.?
Labels: saddness truth..
what we could have been, 3:40 AM.
