ii went to KK Hospital for my check up.. the result was what im hopping to see. "H" is healthy and normal~ well im happy to see "H" in there.soo small yet soo cute.. im falling in love with "H" that photo.the nurse gave it to me.
but the truth is "H" don't even know he's going to die on 24.11.09. on that day he will be out and forever leaving me... soo what "H" is healthy.?so what "H" is normal.?no one wants him. im sorry.there's too much i have to go through..im tired.stressed.depressed!
no one knows the feeling of killing it even when you have the chance.. to let him live.no one knows how it feels when you see him yet..he have to die!
im everyday crying..everyday thinking. im getting depression ii guess...
.BABYTEARS AKA KAYOKO.
.14-SEPTEMBER-1990.
.GRADUATED IN COLLEGE EAST.
.CURRENTLY WORKING AS ADMIN @
CEVA LOGISTIS LOCATED @ CHANGI SOUTH
.SINGLE*ATTACHED*MARRIED.
